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I was going to post about one thing, but then in the time it took to open this window, I forgot. This is because I am incoherently sleepy but too hopped up on caffeine to feel it. Life is at once awesome and awful.
I may also be mildly anemic. On the other, my real periods suck and have been a lot worse recently, so I'm not sure which ends up being the greater net loss of productivity. I should probably go back to a doctor at some point.
People in the real world keep wanting to talk to me about nothing. It's exhausting. I wish conversations could end properly. You have a topic, you talk on the topic, you finish the topic, you go your separate ways. Chatting with strangers who don't give a fuck about me is great. They understand these things. Instead I'm stuck with people as they cast about for new topics every time one finishes, and it never actually ends, just drags on forever, and I can't just say I'm busy because they want to know what I'm busy with and why and even if I was willing to tell, I'm busy with it, I don't want to spend another half hour telling you about the thing I want to do. So then I have to lie and that's yet another thing to keep track of because it's mean if you just don't want to talk to someone and make up excuses to leave.
I may also be mildly anemic. On the other, my real periods suck and have been a lot worse recently, so I'm not sure which ends up being the greater net loss of productivity. I should probably go back to a doctor at some point.
People in the real world keep wanting to talk to me about nothing. It's exhausting. I wish conversations could end properly. You have a topic, you talk on the topic, you finish the topic, you go your separate ways. Chatting with strangers who don't give a fuck about me is great. They understand these things. Instead I'm stuck with people as they cast about for new topics every time one finishes, and it never actually ends, just drags on forever, and I can't just say I'm busy because they want to know what I'm busy with and why and even if I was willing to tell, I'm busy with it, I don't want to spend another half hour telling you about the thing I want to do. So then I have to lie and that's yet another thing to keep track of because it's mean if you just don't want to talk to someone and make up excuses to leave.