farla

But you can't write fanfic for it! You can't! There is no room for fanfic! You can't write about before, because the story starts with the status quo and anything prior would be more of the exact same suicide-inducing misery. And you certainly can't write afterwards because the series amply covered the fact that life is futile and meaningless already, and to strip away the short bit of not-total-misery people have at the end is to ruin it.