Doesn't even seem like a new year

I've been trying to nail down how odd I feel and I think it's that it doesn't feel like there's consequences. I mean, I'm still aware of it, but that "oh no!" spike of them barrelling down, not so much. Which sucks, because those are pretty useful.

Going to try to clear up backlog and see if having fewer things nagging in the background makes the remaining ones feel like they matter more.